End of the Year Goal

So everyone starts every new year with a New Years Resolution..I think its great to have goals and resolutions but lets all be honest...how many days or weeks do you make it before you throw the resolution out the window.  For every year of my life I start it off with the same resolution..this is this..this is the year ..the year im gonna change my life..Im going to lose weight and Im going to get healthy. I start out strong...I start out with motivation and by the time bday rolls around Jan. 27th, resolution what? who?  This past new years I started with the same New Years Resolution...this year this is going to be it.  But the difference was this year I was turning 30.  OMG..thirty years old.. no more twenties..no more oh honey you have plenty of time sympathy from people... I couldnt believe that this year I was going to be 30..no kids..still overweight.. So i changed a lot of things this year... I embraced what makes me me..MORE.  I found my old passion that I had tucked away for awhile..fashion and beauty...I decided this year I was going to make more time for my friends and if that means the laundry builds up a little or I dont wake up making a huge breakfast every Saturday and Sunday then I dont...what it means is this was a new year for me.  This year has been full of great things but very full of hard things..hard times..struggle..stress..emotional..but with it all I have kept full to my all my promises to myself.  I am 10 months into this year still making time for my friends the best I can, I am trying to keep myself involved in fashion and beauty and blogging and I am still on my path to losing weight ..I have literally worked since January to lose weight. Its been slow..but its been steady..Its been different. Im not trying to jump on someone elses weightloss plan or some fad diet..Im making my own plan, my own healthy lifestyle and its working for me. I will always be on this plan...there will be no end result and thats it..I will always be a fat person regardless of what weight I am at...I will always have to be careful and not give up.  I have a long way to go to be where I am healthy and I have stuck by my new years resolutions  and so today I am making another goal that I want to have lost 60lbs by the end of this year.  BY DECEMBER 31st I want to have lost 60lbs....to some this seems perfectly doable...seems like an easy task..im already at 40+ pounds..but for those of you who have been in this boat or who are in my boat..you know its a struggle but I feel confident I can reach it.  I will continue to keep you updated with my weightloss and for me every number is a goal met..Im excited about ever pound...but to say that I lost 60lbs at the end of the year and I spent an entire year working for it...doing it my way...will be the best goal I have ever set for myself.  I have lost weight before but it was quick lost and quick gained...this wont be the case for me this time...it cant be...

Weight Lost as of yesterday: 42lbs
18lbs to go to get to 60lbs...